Soul
And Fire
It's all a matter of soul and fire
Infatuation or true desire
The thrill of discovery, divine intervention
Cruel, cruel change, pain of rejection
As you walk away, think of all the joy we shared
If you decide you need me, I'll be wondering if I care
Not there to soothe your soul, friend to tender friend
I think our love is coming to an end
King persuader, congratulations
Share her heart, you bought her soul
Princess confusion, come to me again
Saying goodbye was so much fun
When you walk away, feel the freedom in your heart
There's a joy in letting go, free to find a love apart
When I lose control, I need a kind, forgiving friend
But I think our love is coming to an end
I know our love is coming to an end
Two
Years Two Days
Now that you have your doubts
Will you always be looking for a way out?
And if I convinced you to stay
Two years or two days from now
Id live in fear of losing you
Holding on and trapping you inside
Now I understand
I cant always have what Im wanting
And now Im wanting you
But if you dont want me
Ill have to set you free
Ill have to learn to live without you
Guilt is a stupid thing
Dont let it make you stay
Leave me if youre wanting someone else; Ill
be OK
Two years or two days from now
Even though I love you more now
Telecosmic
Alchemy
In blase and dream away
Nothin grew, so mark it bland (?)
Im sad, fuck sad, Im teary-eyed
Want a lovey-dovey honey, thats what I like
Im the finest drifter youll ever meet
Im the kindest drifter youll ever meet
Dont think nothin cards condemn
Im sure we both cut and shuffle them
I cry cuz Im drunk, plead cuz Im
down
Gravity immune, yeah, I didnt leave town
Learn to talk, teach me alchemy
Now the witch cant spell what my future might be
Want a lovey-dovey honey that will learn to talk
I bought the gin and tonic, if you care to walk
Carry on I will, my soul melting down
Rotten beans, stumbling, now its nothing but the town
Im the finest drifter youll ever hate
But Ill cook for you and Ill clean my plate
Fantastic
Disaster
This or that or what you will is all the same to me
Theres danger almost everywhere as far as I can see
Careen them maybe if you can, charm my troubled soul
The farther I go, the worse I get
Electric current, my arms outstretched
I may be hostile, sick with rhyme
Spirit all-able, time is on my side
Destroys the funny plants, my dear
Go pull one at the root
Youll find if Im not at fault, unlucky rabbits
foot
Deal me insincerity, clairvoyance is not an act
If theres any concern, my nerves to soothe
But my face would never fuse in to be with you
Im entertaining on the street, 12 degrees
To sweet college girls and friends with fleas
Dreaming our direction crazy, some real-life stories go
Await sweet, crazed adventure, I want someone to know
Its scary how I view my life to book, yet written
and unsigned
A violent piece of addict grows, I live on borrowed time
Child-like, I was always a terror, I need to be held
Ammunition cynical, damn all memory
Shot glass hits the wall, time of victory
Happily
Divided
Of these times, it's well we make the most
Boredom fabricated as youre going down each others'
throats
And I'm so excited, happily divided
Smashing all my windows
Rocks falling in the yard
Pretending that you're bigger than you really are
Pretending youre bigger than you really are
Happily divided
Yeah you're big, only when your numbers grow
All dressed up with nowhere to go
So excited
Happily divided
Sister
Damned if I do, and damned if I dont
I told you I loved you, I wish that I hadnt
You dont seem the same
I guess I know you too well
I knew I was falling, but I didnt know how low Id
fell
Sister, oh sister, who told you these lies?
I havent got time to teach you what it could be like
To pull you from this, child
You dont smell the stink, but your mind has found
the bed
You think Im all yours and I wish that I were dead
The words were not your own, it was something your mother
said
Umbilical bloodline, mind control, by the whiny chat (?)
Sister, oh sister, I thought itd be nice
That thing I felt when we first met just will not suffice
The glimmer in your eyes
I love you, sister
A bloodline to condescend
I thought so, sister, but I cannot pretend
Its hard to believe this blood, this isnt healthy
love
Its hard to believe this love, this isnt healthy
blood
Sister, oh sister, you thought you were so wise
But were still fishing and coming from the blindest
eye
A logic you defy
Cliché
Did you think I was dead inside?
There was no room to grow
And if I loved you still, I didn't let it show
I never left you, though I've always loved you
And you were free to leave me
If you didn't believe in me
Dumped...don't mind me
I didn't know what I had til it was gone
In love; so scared...couldnt stay
Cliché
I had a good time
Remember the good times
Before it had to happen
Cracked our world wide open
Dumped...don't worry about me
It wasn't up to you to set me free
There never is good time, so they say
Cliché, cliché
Sacred
Attention
With my head so low, the way I think could scrape the ground
I will give them all control, I will crumble all around
There's no need to say a word as logic burns right trough
my head
I could almost laugh out loud, the way this silence leaves
me dead
Feel afraid to speak, and I feel afraid to smile
As I crave sacred attention, you could hit me all the while
And you might be the weaker one, and I may stand and stare
But I'll always know my place to keep this order safe, not
sane
Elixir
Is Zog
Whats all this commotion?
You can break the alarm
Restrain, please, dont bite me on the arm
Capricorn Rising
Diligent, she waits
Bright eyes wink
Future wife in a mini-skirt
Buying me a drink, I abandon every plain
Not your Mr. Right
Committed like a burglar, arrive in style
Nailed a warning sign
Oh, when we get into square land, youll get your little
fish (?)
Reel that sucker in
In this condition, the elixir is zog
Concentrated salvation, a region squad
The way in my skeptic, blinded by grog
A clever decision, never am solved
Emma
Get Wild
Im being myself, Im all good fun
Emmas paid to tonight go haunting, Im
A fire, wiry ____________________?
Agitated and edgy, yaaaaaaay
Heres to my health and living right
Brain tuned out to the radio dial
____________________________?
Your empire exists, will be destroyed
[OK, Im looking for serious assistance on this one]
Sixteen
Sweep the dirt under your rug
Youre on your drug, and then it hits me
Its paregoric in my head, Im all doped-up
And just a baby
Doing just fine, youre making up your mind
16
Im all grown up and what I know
It isnt from your mouth
And now Im confused cuz you dont talk
Or wonder what I think
Im standing here and still I cannot hear you
My passions locked inside me
Divulging your imperative
For during, though, its easy (?)
A hundred years of therapy
Thanks, thanks anyway, Ill soon be leaving
Homemade
Sittin' around with my homemade bone
I'm naked and loose when no one's home
And I may let my fingers roam
Juicing free on my holy bone
Here I am, on my knees
Praying to the beast that stole the sex from me
I see something we should do
If you need one, then you need two
I won't hold back, so why should you?
I wont hold back, so why should you?
Here I am, on my knees
With nothing to blame but my curiosity
It got the best of me
There's still pictures in my mind
I've been addicted all this time
Taught me everything I know
Tell me, girl, did it leave me cold?
Here I am, on my knees
With nothing to blame but my curiosity
The selfish child in me
Forced
Love
She don't need the guilt, she don't need the pressure
But she craves a guilty pleasure
She has no conscience, call her a seeker
Let her know if she can please you, shes eager to
please you
Pitbull, heartbreaker, forced love dictator
Is she as shallow as she seems?
Sweet, yet heartless; mindful, yet thoughtless
Left a kiss to find a conflict of interest
Gave myself away by what I didnt say
I tried to talk, but my pride got in the way
And I would never dare to break her heart
Too scared and selfish to watch my security fall
Pitbull, heartbreaker, forced love dictator
The boy that crippled all her dreams
Sweet, yet heartless; mindful, yet thoughtless
Left a kiss to find a conflict of interest
And I would never dare to break her heart
Too scared and selfish to watch my security fall
Take me back, I'm not proud
To share the glory if I'm allowed to
Cuz nothing can be lost
This magic never existed, I hope I never miss it
Leave it alone, let it die
It can't be worth the pain we've hidden
Nothing will be lost; a love that couldnt be trusted
Is it worth the time that well abuse? (X3)
No
Way Out
Lookin at a new routine is the way to be
Aint no way out and the wheels are lazy
Give a livin when youre that again
Hoard in sunshine, medicine
Fell apart as humans will, they walked away from everything
Carry a lantern, cuz I may live away
Where I can relax when I leave this place
Defined by age, Im a monkey in rage
Store it in rhythm cuz they cover more space (?)
The Garden of Eden is a garbage dump
Wild with daisies, Im a hardcore punk
Gridlock, jury, dismarry, dustbowl, dustcat deserving, gridlock,
working
Bouquet
For A Siren
Im hiding nine wives, close my eyes
Valiant, like a god I fly
Merry-go-round, window-speak
Working only for luxury
Married to failure, dulled by grief
I'm fighting on and off full-cheek (?)
Since when again, I care, I swear I don't intend to be mean
Siren glides from surf to cliff
Endearing language, provocative
I'm here to say what's done is done
Serving sharks fin soup for everyone
Beautiful women in the world to see
I'm a born romantic, EAG
Gotta right to find an American dream
And so what?
Stranded here high and dry
Got a cause on the region, on the beach I lie (?)
Fortunate to wait and see
On these stepping stones of dust weve roped at defeat
Feeling as weak as a circus freak
I gotta relocate, I wanna sail the seas
We shouldve never kissed, never played
Pardon me, I had a place to stay
Enlighten my wives, close my eyes
Fell to you, like a god I fly
Merry-go-round, window-speak
Working only for luxury
Married to failure, dulled by grief
I'm fighting on and off full-cheek (?)
Since when, again, I care, I swear I dont intend to
be mean
Siren glides from surf to cliff
Endearing language, provocative
Im here to say whats done is done
Serving sharks fin soup for everyone
[strange days]
Im scared (Im scared of dying)
Dont let me die
Wheres my lover? (Where is my lover?)
And again, again, again, again, again
Think
(Let Tomorrow Bee)
Could I hold on, or should I hold on to you?
Ask, I'll tell the truth; there's nothing I should hide
And if I move to slow, if you're bored I need to know
Im weak to hide inside, to force what I don't feel
If all we have is a question, there's no hope to find a
future
But something in me cries for you
It feels too real this time
I think I love you, though I don't know what love means
Girl of my dreams, or a friend that one day leaves
Could I trust this when I've lied to myself before?
Will I do it all again to taste what I've imagined we could
be?
Look what I've become; this pressure that we feel
In a world of possibilities, this may not prove real
But could we give enough, backed against a wall?
Too close to breathe, but too far to fall
All I ever wanted was to feel you closer to me
And it's sad to feel this resistance
What once before had felt so free
Let tomorrow bee
I can't be so impatient
Pushing every answer, when there isn't any question
Let me feel good now
And though this may have to end, I hope I'm always with
you
Honestly your friend
I think I love you
Flood
A cap comes off the 40-ounce
The bowling captains out to pounce
Uncap the joy, out of control
The Night Cat goes within my soul
Yeah, all right, gonna ride with The Flood tonight
Yeah, all right, Im gonna ride with The Flood tonight
The girls, the boss, were smoking joints in the car
A hundred miles an hour through the meadows
I'm stump-jumpin drunk from the get go
Yeah, all right, were gonna ride with The Flood tonight
Yeah, all right, were gonna uncap with Flood tonight,
lets go
The Night Cat makes me wanna sing
Because I don't feel a thing
Except all the joy in the world
Come on, get in the car, let's go
Yeah, all right, gonna ride with The Flood tonight
Yeah, all right, Im stump-jumpin drunk from
the get go
Owww, stump-jumpin drunk and lets go
Stump-jumpin drunk and lets go