Soul
And Fire
It's all a matter of soul and fire
Infatuation or true desire
The thrill of discovery, divine intervention
Cruel, cruel change, pain of rejection
As you walk away, think of all the joy we shared
If you decide you need me, I'll be wondering if I care
Not there to soothe your soul, friend to tender friend
I think our love is coming to an end
King persuader, congratulations
Share her heart, you bought her soul
Princess confusion, come to me again
Saying goodbye was so much fun
When you walk away, feel the freedom in your heart
There's a joy in letting go, free to find a love apart
When I lose control, I need a kind, forgiving friend
But I think our love is coming to an end
I know our love is coming to an end
Two
Years Two Days
Now that you have your doubts
Will you always be looking for a way out?
And if I convinced you to stay
Two years or two days from now
I’d live in fear of losing you
Holding on and trapping you inside
Now I understand
I can’t always have what I’m wanting
And now I’m wanting you
But if you don’t want me
I’ll have to set you free
I’ll have to learn to live without you
Guilt is a stupid thing
Don’t let it make you stay
Leave me if you’re wanting someone else; I’ll
be OK
Two years or two days from now
Even though I love you more now
Telecosmic
Alchemy
In blase and dream away
Nothin’ grew, so mark it bland (?)
I’m sad, fuck sad, I’m teary-eyed
Want a lovey-dovey honey, that’s what I like
I’m the finest drifter you’ll ever meet
I’m the kindest drifter you’ll ever meet
Don’t think nothin’ cards condemn
I’m sure we both cut and shuffle them
I cry ‘cuz I’m drunk, plead ‘cuz I’m
down
Gravity immune, yeah, I didn’t leave town
Learn to talk, teach me alchemy
Now the witch can’t spell what my future might be
Want a lovey-dovey honey that will learn to talk
I bought the gin and tonic, if you care to walk
Carry on I will, my soul melting down
Rotten beans, stumbling, now it’s nothing but the town
I’m the finest drifter you’ll ever hate
But I’ll cook for you and I’ll clean my plate
Fantastic
Disaster
This or that or what you will is all the same to me
There’s danger almost everywhere as far as I can see
Careen them maybe if you can, charm my troubled soul
The farther I go, the worse I get
Electric current, my arms outstretched
I may be hostile, sick with rhyme
Spirit all-able, time is on my side
Destroys the funny plants, my dear
Go pull one at the root
You’ll find if I’m not at fault, unlucky rabbit’s
foot
Deal me insincerity, clairvoyance is not an act
If there’s any concern, my nerves to soothe
But my face would never fuse in to be with you
I’m entertaining on the street, 12 degrees
To sweet college girls and friends with fleas
Dreaming our direction crazy, some real-life stories go
Await sweet, crazed adventure, I want someone to know
It’s scary how I view my life to book, yet written
and unsigned
A violent piece of addict grows, I live on borrowed time
Child-like, I was always a terror, I need to be held
Ammunition cynical, damn all memory
Shot glass hits the wall, time of victory
Happily
Divided
Of these times, it's well we make the most
Boredom fabricated as you’re going down each others'
throats
And I'm so excited, happily divided
Smashing all my windows
Rocks falling in the yard
Pretending that you're bigger than you really are
Pretending you’re bigger than you really are
Happily divided
Yeah you're big, only when your numbers grow
All dressed up with nowhere to go
So excited
Happily divided
Sister
Damned if I do, and damned if I don’t
I told you I loved you, I wish that I hadn’t
You don’t seem the same
I guess I know you too well
I knew I was falling, but I didn’t know how low I’d
fell
Sister, oh sister, who told you these lies?
I haven’t got time to teach you what it could be like
To pull you from this, child
You don’t smell the stink, but your mind has found
the bed
You think I’m all yours and I wish that I were dead
The words were not your own, it was something your mother
said
Umbilical bloodline, mind control, by the whiny chat (?)
Sister, oh sister, I thought it’d be nice
That thing I felt when we first met just will not suffice
The glimmer in your eyes
I love you, sister
A bloodline to condescend
I thought so, sister, but I cannot pretend
It’s hard to believe this blood, this isn’t healthy
love
It’s hard to believe this love, this isn’t healthy
blood
Sister, oh sister, you thought you were so wise
But we’re still fishing and coming from the blindest
eye
A logic you defy
Cliché
Did you think I was dead inside?
There was no room to grow
And if I loved you still, I didn't let it show
I never left you, though I've always loved you
And you were free to leave me
If you didn't believe in me
Dumped...don't mind me
I didn't know what I had ‘til it was gone
In love; so scared...couldn’t stay
Cliché
I had a good time
Remember the good times
Before it had to happen
Cracked our world wide open
Dumped...don't worry about me
It wasn't up to you to set me free
There never is good time, so they say
Cliché, cliché
Sacred
Attention
With my head so low, the way I think could scrape the ground
I will give them all control, I will crumble all around
There's no need to say a word as logic burns right trough
my head
I could almost laugh out loud, the way this silence leaves
me dead
Feel afraid to speak, and I feel afraid to smile
As I crave sacred attention, you could hit me all the while
And you might be the weaker one, and I may stand and stare
But I'll always know my place to keep this order safe, not
sane
Elixir
Is Zog
What’s all this commotion?
You can break the alarm
Restrain, please, don’t bite me on the arm
Capricorn Rising
Diligent, she waits
Bright eyes wink
Future wife in a mini-skirt
Buying me a drink, I abandon every plain
Not your Mr. Right
Committed like a burglar, arrive in style
Nailed a warning sign
Oh, when we get into square land, you’ll get your little
fish (?)
Reel that sucker in
In this condition, the elixir is zog
Concentrated salvation, a region squad
The way in my skeptic, blinded by grog
A clever decision, never am solved
Emma
Get Wild
I’m being myself, I’m all good fun
Emma’s paid to tonight go haunting, I’m
A fire, wiry ____________________?
Agitated and edgy, yaaaaaaay
Here’s to my health and living right
Brain tuned out to the radio dial
____________________________?
Your empire exists, will be destroyed
[OK, I’m looking for serious assistance on this one]
Sixteen
Sweep the dirt under your rug
You’re on your drug, and then it hits me
It’s paregoric in my head, I’m all doped-up
And just a baby
Doing just fine, you’re making up your mind…16
I’m all grown up and what I know
It isn’t from your mouth
And now I’m confused ‘cuz you don’t talk
Or wonder what I think
I’m standing here and still I cannot hear you
My passion’s locked inside me
Divulging your imperative
For during, though, it’s easy (?)
A hundred years of therapy
Thanks, thanks anyway, I’ll soon be leaving
Homemade
Sittin' around with my homemade bone
I'm naked and loose when no one's home
And I may let my fingers roam
Juicing free on my holy bone
Here I am, on my knees
Praying to the beast that stole the sex from me
I see something we should do
If you need one, then you need two
I won't hold back, so why should you?
I won’t hold back, so why should you?
Here I am, on my knees
With nothing to blame but my curiosity
It got the best of me
There's still pictures in my mind
I've been addicted all this time
Taught me everything I know
Tell me, girl, did it leave me cold?
Here I am, on my knees
With nothing to blame but my curiosity
The selfish child in me
Forced
Love
She don't need the guilt, she don't need the pressure
But she craves a guilty pleasure
She has no conscience, call her a seeker
Let her know if she can please you, she’s eager to
please you
Pitbull, heartbreaker, forced love dictator
Is she as shallow as she seems?
Sweet, yet heartless; mindful, yet thoughtless
Left a kiss to find a conflict of interest
Gave myself away by what I didn’t say
I tried to talk, but my pride got in the way
And I would never dare to break her heart
Too scared and selfish to watch my security fall
Pitbull, heartbreaker, forced love dictator
The boy that crippled all her dreams
Sweet, yet heartless; mindful, yet thoughtless
Left a kiss to find a conflict of interest
And I would never dare to break her heart
Too scared and selfish to watch my security fall
Take me back, I'm not proud
To share the glory if I'm allowed to
‘Cuz nothing can be lost
This magic never existed, I hope I never miss it
Leave it alone, let it die
It can't be worth the pain we've hidden
Nothing will be lost; a love that couldn’t be trusted
Is it worth the time that we’ll abuse? (X3)
No
Way Out
Lookin’ at a new routine is the way to be
Ain’t no way out and the wheels are lazy
Give a livin’ when you’re that again
Hoard in sunshine, medicine
Fell apart as humans will, they walked away from everything
Carry a lantern, ‘cuz I may live away
Where I can relax when I leave this place
Defined by age, I’m a monkey in rage
Store it in rhythm ‘cuz they cover more space (?)
The Garden of Eden is a garbage dump
Wild with daisies, I’m a hardcore punk
Gridlock, jury, dismarry, dustbowl, dustcat deserving, gridlock,
working…
Bouquet
For A Siren
I’m hiding nine wives, close my eyes
Valiant, like a god I fly
Merry-go-round, window-speak
Working only for luxury
Married to failure, dulled by grief
I'm fighting on and off full-cheek (?)
Since when again, I care, I swear I don't intend to be mean
Siren glides from surf to cliff
Endearing language, provocative
I'm here to say what's done is done
Serving shark’s fin soup for everyone
Beautiful women in the world to see
I'm a born romantic, EAG
Gotta right to find an American dream
And so what?
Stranded here high and dry
Got a cause on the region, on the beach I lie (?)
Fortunate to wait and see
On these stepping stones of dust we’ve roped at defeat
Feeling as weak as a circus freak
I gotta relocate, I wanna sail the seas
We should’ve never kissed, never played
Pardon me, I had a place to stay
Enlighten my wives, close my eyes
Fell to you, like a god I fly
Merry-go-round, window-speak
Working only for luxury
Married to failure, dulled by grief
I'm fighting on and off full-cheek (?)
Since when, again, I care, I swear I don’t intend to
be mean
Siren glides from surf to cliff
Endearing language, provocative
I’m here to say what’s done is done
Serving shark’s fin soup for everyone
[strange days]
I’m scared (I’m scared of dying)
Don’t let me die
Where’s my lover? (Where is my lover?)
And again, again, again, again, again
Think
(Let Tomorrow Bee)
Could I hold on, or should I hold on to you?
Ask, I'll tell the truth; there's nothing I should hide
And if I move to slow, if you're bored I need to know
I’m weak to hide inside, to force what I don't feel
If all we have is a question, there's no hope to find a
future
But something in me cries for you
It feels too real this time
I think I love you, though I don't know what love means
Girl of my dreams, or a friend that one day leaves
Could I trust this when I've lied to myself before?
Will I do it all again to taste what I've imagined we could
be?
Look what I've become; this pressure that we feel
In a world of possibilities, this may not prove real
But could we give enough, backed against a wall?
Too close to breathe, but too far to fall
All I ever wanted was to feel you closer to me
And it's sad to feel this resistance
What once before had felt so free
Let tomorrow bee
I can't be so impatient
Pushing every answer, when there isn't any question
Let me feel good now
And though this may have to end, I hope I'm always with
you
Honestly your friend
I think I love you
Flood
A cap comes off the 40-ounce
The bowling captain’s out to pounce
Uncap the joy, out of control
The Night Cat goes within my soul
Yeah, all right, gonna ride with The Flood tonight
Yeah, all right, I’m gonna ride with The Flood tonight
The girls, the boss, we’re smoking joints in the car
A hundred miles an hour through the meadows
I'm stump-jumpin’ drunk from the get go
Yeah, all right, we’re gonna ride with The Flood tonight
Yeah, all right, we’re gonna uncap with Flood tonight,
let’s go
The Night Cat makes me wanna sing
Because I don't feel a thing
Except all the joy in the world
Come on, get in the car, let's go
Yeah, all right, gonna ride with The Flood tonight
Yeah, all right, I’m stump-jumpin’ drunk from
the get go
Owww, stump-jumpin’ drunk and let’s go
Stump-jumpin’ drunk and let’s go
