"So
Hard to Make Arrangements for Yourself"
Cameron Crowe
Nearing thirty, Neil Young
is the most enigmatic of all the superstars to emerge from
Buffalo Springfield and Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young. His
often cryptic studies of lonely desperation and shaky-voiced
antiheroics have led many to brand him a loner and a recluse.
Harvest was the last time that he struck the delicate balance
between critical and commercial acceptance, and his subsequent
albums have grown increasingly inaccessible to a mass audience.
Young's
first comprehensive interview comes at a seeming turning point
in his life and career. After an amicable breakup with actress
Carrie Snodgrass, he's moved from his Northern California
ranch to the relative hustle and bustle of Malibu. In the
words of a close friend, he seems "frisky... in an
incredible mood." Young has unwound to the point where
he can approach a story about his career as potentially "a
lot of fun."
The interview was held while
cruising down Sunset Boulevard in a rented red Mercedes and
on the back porch of his Malibu beach house. Cooperative throughout,
Young only made a single request: "Just keep one thing
in mind," he said as soon as the tape recorder had been
turned off for the last time. "I may remember it all
differently tomorrow."
Why is it that you've finally
decided to talk now? For the past five years journalists requesting
Neil Young interviews were told you had nothing to say.
There's a lot I have to say.
I never did interviews because they always got me in trouble.
Always. They never came out right. I just don't like them.
As a matter of fact, the more I didn't do them the more they
wanted them; the more I said by not saying anything. But things
change, you know. I feel very free now. I don't have an old
lady anymore. I relate it a lot to that. I'm back living in
Southern California. I feel more open than I have in a long
while. I'm coming out and speaking to a lot of people. I feel
like something new is happening in my life.
I'm really turned on by the
new music I'm making now, back with Crazy Horse. Today, even
as I'm talking, the songs are running through my head. I'm
excited. I think everything I've done is valid or else I wouldn't
have released it, but I do realize the last three albums have
been a certain way. I know I've gotten a lot of bad publicity
for them. Somehow I feel like I've surfaced out of some kind
of murk. And the proof will be in my next album. Tonight's
the Night, I would say, is the final chapter of a period I
went through.
Why the murky period?
Oh, I don't know. Danny's death
probably tripped it off. Danny Whitten [leader of Crazy Horse
and Young's rhythm guitarist/second vocalist]. It happened
right before the Time Fades Away tour. He was supposed to
be in the group. We [Ben Keith, steel guitar; Jack Nitzche,
piano; Time Drummond, bass; Denny Buttrey, drums; and Young]
were rehearsing with him and he just couldn't cut it. He couldn't
remember anything. He was too out of it. Too far gone. I had
to tell him to go back to L.A. "It's not happening, man.
You're not together enough." He just said, "I've
got nowhere else to go, man. How am I gonna tell my friends?"
And he split. That night the coroner called me from L.A. and
told me he'd ODed. That blew my mind. Fucking blew my mind.
I loved Danny. I felt responsible. And from there, I had to
go right out on this huge tour of huge arenas. I was very
nervous and... insecure.
Why, then, did you release
a live album?
I thought it was valid. Time
Fades Away was a very nervous album. And that's exactly where
I was at on the tour. If you ever sat down and listened to
all my records, there'd be a place for it in there. Not that
you'd go there very time you wanted to enjoy some music, but
if you're on the trip it's important. Every one of my records,
to me, is like an ongoing autobiography. I can't write the
same book very time. There are artists that can. They put
out three or four albums every year and everything fucking
sounds the same. That's great. Somebody's trying to communicate
to a lot of people and give them the kind of music that they
know they want to hear. That isn't my trip. My trip is to
express what's on my mind. I don't expect people to listen
to my music all the time. Sometimes it's too intense. If you're
gonna put a record on at 11:00 in the morning, don't put on
Tonight's the Night. Put on the Doobie Brothers.
Time Fades Away, as the
follow-up to Harvest, could have been a huge album...
If it had been commercial.
As it is, it's one of your
least selling solo albums. Did you realize what you were sacrificing
at the time?
I probably did. I imagine I
could have come up with the perfect follow-up album. A real
winner. But it would have been something that everybody was
expecting. And when it got there they would have thought that
they understood what I was all about and that would have been
it for me. I would have painted myself in the corner. The
fact is I'm not that lone, laid-back figure with a guitar.
I'm just not that way anymore. I don't want to feel like people
expect me to be a certain way. Nobody expected Time Fades
Away and I'm not sorry I put it out. I didn't need the money,
I didn't need the fame. You gotta keep changing. Shirts, old
ladies, whatever, I'd rather keep changing and lose a lot
of people along the way. If that's the price, I'll pay it.
I don't give a shit if my audience is a hundred or a hundred
million. It doesn't make any difference to me. I'm convinced
that what sells and what I do are two completely different
things. If they meet, it's coincidence. I just appreciate
the freedom to put out an album like Tonight's the Night if
I want to.
You sound pretty drunk
on that album.
I would have to say that's
the most liquid album I've ever made. [laughs] You almost
need a life preserver to get through that one. We were all
leaning on the ol' cactus... and, again, I think that it's
something people should hear. They should hear what the artist
sounds like under all circumstances if they want to get a
complete portrait. Everybody gets fucked up, man. Everybody
gets fucked up sooner or later. You're just pretending if
you don't let your music get just as liquid as you are when
you're really high.
Is that the point of the
album?
No. No. That's the means to
an end. Tonight's the Night is like an OD letter. The whole
thing is about life, dope and death. When we [Nils Lofgren,
guitars and piano, Talbot, Molina and Young] played that music
we were all thinking of Danny Whitten and Bruce Berry, two
close members of our unit lost to junk overdoses. The Tonight's
the Night sessions were the first time what was left of Crazy
Horse had gotten together since Danny died. It was up to us
to get the strength together among us to fill the hole he
left. The other OD, Bruce Berry, was CSNY's roadie for a long
time. His brother Ken runs Studio Instrument Rentals, where
we recorded the album. So we had a lot of vibes going for
us. There was a lot of spirit in the music we made. It's funny,
I remember the whole experience in black and white. We'd go
down to S.I.R. about 5:00 in the afternoon and start getting
high, drinking tequila and playing pool. About midnight, we'd
start playing. And we played Bruce and Danny on their way
all through the night. I'm not a junkie and I won't even try
it out to check out what it's like... but we all got high
enough, right out there on the edge where we felt wide open
to the whole mood. It was spooky. I probably feel this album
more than anything else I've ever done.
Why did you wait until
now to release Tonight's the Night? Isn't it almost two years
old?
I never finished it. I only
had nine songs, so I set the whole thing aside and did On
the Beach instead. It took Elliot [manager Elliot Roberts]
to finish Tonight's The Night. You see, a while back there
were some people who were gonna make a Broadway show out of
the story of Bruce Berry and everything. They even had a script
written. We were putting together a tape for them and in the
process of listening back on the old tracks, Elliot found
three even older songs that related to the trip, "Lookout
Joe," "Borrowed Tune" and "Come on Baby
Let's Go Downtown," a live track from when I played the
Filmore East with Crazy Horse. Danny even sings lead on that
one. Elliot added those songs to the original nine and sequenced
them all into a cohesive story. But I still had no plans whatsoever
to release it. I already had another new album called Homegrown
in the can. The cover was finished and everything. [laughs]
Ah, but they'll never hear that one.
Okay. Why not?
I'll tell you the whole story.
I had a playback party for Homegrown for me and about ten
friends. We were out of our minds. We all listened to the
album and Tonight's the Night happened to be on the same reel.
So we listened to that too, just for laughs. No comparison.
So you released Tonight's
the Night. Just like that?
Not because Homegrown wasn't
as good. A lot of people would probably say that it's better.
I know the first time I listened back on Tonight's the Night
it was the most out-of-tune thing I'd ever heard. Everybody's
off-key. I couldn't hack it. But by listening to those two
albums back to back at the party, I started to see the weaknesses
in Homegrown. I took Tonight's the Night because of its overall
strength in performance and feeling. The theme may be a little
depressing, but the general feeling is much more elevating
than Homegrown. Putting this album out is almost an experiment.
I fully expect some of the most determinedly worst reviews
I've ever had. I mean if anybody really wanted to let go,
they could do it on this one. And undoubtedly a few people
will. That's good for them, though. I like to see people make
giant breakthroughs for themselves. It's good for their psyche
to get it all off their chests. [laughs] I've seen Tonight's
the Night draw a line everywhere it's been played. People
who thought they would never dislike anything I did fall on
the other side of the line. Others who thought "I can't
listen to that cat. He's just too sad," or whatever... "His voice is funny." They listen another way
now. I'm sure parts of Homegrown will surface on other albums
of mine. There's some beautiful stuff that Emmylou Harris
sings harmony on. I don't know. That record might be more
what people would rather hear from me right now, but it was
just a very down album. It was the darker side to Harvest.
A lot of the songs had to do with me breaking up with my old
lady. It was a little too personal... it scared me. Plus,
I had just released On the Beach, probably one of the most
depressing records I've ever made. I don't want to get down
to the point where I can't even get up. I mean there's something
to going down there and looking around, but I don't know about
sticking around.
You didn't come from a
musical family...
Well, my father played a little
ukulele. [laughs] It just happened. I felt it. I couldn't
stop thinking about it. All of a sudden I wanted a guitar
and that was it. I started playing around the Winnipeg community
clubs, high school dances. I played as much as I could.
With a band?
Oh yeah, always with a band.
I never tried it solo until I was nineteen. Eighteen or nineteen.
Were you writing at the
time?
I started off writing instrumentals.
Words came much later. My idol at the time was Hank B. Marvin,
Cliff Richard's guitar player in the Shadows. He was the hero
of all the guitar players around Winnipeg at the time. Randy
Bachman too; he was around then, playing the same circuit.
He had a great sound. Used to use a tape repeat.
When did you start singing?
I remember singing Beatles
tunes... the first song I ever sang in front of people
was "It Won't Be Long" and then "Money (That's
What I Want)." That was in the Calvin High School cafeteria.
My big moment.
How much different from
the States was growing up in Canada?
Everybody in Canada wants to
get to the States. At least they did then. I couldn't wait
to get out of there because I knew my only chance to be heard
was in the States. But I couldn't get down there without a
working permit, and I didn't have one. So eventually I just
came down illegally and it took until 1970 for me to get a
green card. I worked illegally during all of the Buffalo Springfield
and some of Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young. I didn't have
any papers. I couldn't get a card because I would be replacing
an American musician in the union. You had to be real well
known and irreplaceable and a separate entity by yourself.
So I got the card after I got that kind of stature -- which
you can't get without fucking being here... the whole thing
is ridiculous. The only way to get in is to be here. You can't
be here unless it's all right for you to be here. So fuck
it. It's like "throw the witch in the water and if it
drowns it wasn't a witch. If it comes up, it is a witch and
then you kill it." Same logic. But we finally got it
together.
Did you know Joni Mitchell
in those days?
I've known Joni since I was
eighteen. I met her in one of the coffeehouses. She was beautiful.
That was my first impression. She was real frail and wispy
looking. And her cheekbones were so beautifully shaped. She'd
always wear light satin and silks. I remember thinking that
if you blew hard enough, you could probably knock her over.
She could hold up a Martin D18 pretty well, though. What an
incredible talent she is. She writes about her relationships
so much more vividly than I do. I use... I guess I put
more of a veil over what I'm talking about. I've written a
few songs that were as stark as hers. Songs like "Pardon
My Heart," "Home Fires," "Love Art Blues"... almost all of Homegrown. I've never released any of
those. And I probably never will. I think I'd be too embarrassed
to put them out. They're a little too real.
How do you look back on
the whole Buffalo Springfield experience?
Great experience. Those were
really good days. Great people. Everybody in that group was
a fucking genius at what they did. That was a great group,
man. There'll never be another Buffalo Springfield. Never.
Everybody's gone such separate ways now, I don't know. If
everybody showed up in one place at one time with all the
amps and everything, I'd love it. But I'd sure as hell hate
to have to get it together. I'd love to play with that band
again, just to see if the buzz was still there.
There's a few stock Springfield
myths I should ask you about. How about the old hearse story?
True. Bruce and I were tooling
around L.A. in my hearse. I loved the hearse. Six people could
be getting high in the front and back and nobody would be
able to see in because of the curtains. The heater was great.
And the tray... the tray was dynamite. You open the side
door and the tray whips right out onto the sidewalk. What
could be cooler than that? What a way to make your entrance.
Pull up to a gig and just wheel out all your stuff on the
tray. Anyway, Bruce and I were taking in California. The Promised
Land. We were heading up to San Francisco. Stephen and Richie
Furay, who were in town putting together a band, just happened
to be driving around too. Stephen had met me before and remembered
I had a hearse. As soon as he saw the Ontario plates, he knew
it was me. So they stopped us. I was happy to see fucking
anybody I knew. And it seemed very logical to us that we form
a band. We picked up Dewey Martin for the drums, which was
my idea, four or five days later. Stephen was really pulling
for Billy Munday at the time. He'd say "Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Dewey's good, but Jesus... he talks too fucking much."
I was right though. Dewey was fucking good.
How much has the friction
between you and Stills been beneficial over the years?
I think people really have
that friction business out of hand. Stephen and I just play
really good together. People can't comprehend that we both
can play lead guitar in the band and not fight over it. We
have total respect for musicianship and we both bring out
the perfectionist in each other. We're both very intense,
but that's part of our relationship. We both enjoy that. It's
part of doing what we do. In that respect being at loggerheads
has worked to our advantage. Stephen Stills and I have made
some incredible music with each other. Especially in the Springfield.
We were young. We had a lot of energy.
Why did you leave the band?
I just couldn't handle it toward
the end. My nerves couldn't handle the trip. It wasn't me
scheming on a solo career, it wasn't anything but my nerves.
Everything started to go too fucking fast, I can tell that
now. I was going crazy, you know, joining and quitting and
joining again. I began to feel like I didn't have to answer
or obey anyone. I needed more space. That was a big problem
in my head. So I'd quit, then I'd come back 'cause it sounded
so good. It was a constant problem. I just wasn't mature enough
to deal with it. I was very young. We were getting the shaft
from every angle and it seemed like we were trying to make
it so bad and were getting nowhere. The following we had in
the beginning, and those people know who they are, was a real
special thing. It gave all of us, I think, the strength to
do what we've done. With the intensity that we've been able
to do it. Those few people who were there in the very beginning.
Last Springfield question.
Are there, in fact, several albums of unreleased material?
I've got all of that. I've
got those tapes.
Why have you sat on them
for so long? What are you waiting for?
I'll wait until I hear from
some of the other guys. See if anybody else has any tapes.
I don't know if Richie or Dicky Davis [Springfield road manager]
has anything. I've got good stuff. Great songs. "My Kind
of Love," "My angel," "Down to the Wire,"
"Baby Don't Scold Me." We'll see what happens.
What was your life like
after the Springfield?
It was all right. I needed
to get out to the sticks for a while and just relax. I headed
for Topanga Canyon and got myself together. I bought a big
house that overlooked the whole canyon. I eventually got out
of that house because I couldn't handle all the people who
kept coming up all the time. Sure was a comfortable fucking
place... that was '69, about when I started living with
my first wife, Susan. Beautiful woman.
Was your first solo album
a love song for her?
No. Very few of my albums are
love songs to anyone. Music is so big, man, it just takes
up a lot of room. I've dedicated my life to my music so far.
And every time I've let it slip and gotten somewhere else,
it's showed. Music lasts... a lot longer than relationships
do. My first album was very much a first album. I wanted to
prove to myself that I could do it. And I did, thanks to the
wonder of modern machinery. That first album was overdub city.
It's still one of my favorites though. Everybody Knows This
Is Nowhere is probably my best. It's my favorite one. I've
always loved Crazy Horse from the first time I heard the Rockets
album on White Whale. The original band we had in '69 and
'70 -- Molina, Talbot, Whitten and me. That was wonderful.
And it's back that way again now. Everything I've ever done
with Crazy Horse has been incredible. Just for the feeling,
if nothing else.
Why did you join CSNY,
then? You were already working steadily with Crazy Horse.
Stephen. I love playing with
the other guys, but playing with Stephen is special. David
is an excellent rhythm guitarist and Graham sings so great... shit, I don't have to tell anybody those guys are phenomenal.
I knew it would be fun. I didn't have to be out front. I could
lay back. It didn't have to be me all the time. They were
a big group and it was easy for me. I could still work double
time with Crazy Horse. With CSNY, I was basically just an
instrumentalist that sang a couple of songs with them. It
was easy. And the music was great. CSNY, I think, has always
been a lot bigger thing to everybody else than it is to us.
People always refer to me as Neil Young of CSNY, right? It's
not my main trip. It's something that I do every once in a
while. I've constantly been working on my own trip all along.
And now that Crazy Horse is back in shape, I'm even more self-involved.
How much of your own solo
success, though, was due to CSNY?
For sure CSNY put my name out
there. They gave me a lot of publicity. But, in all modesty,
After the Gold Rush, which was kind of the turning point,
was a strong album. I really think it was. A lot of hard work
went into it. Everything was there. The picture it painted
was a strong one. After the Gold Rush was the spirit of Topanga
Canyon. It seemed like I realized that I'd gotten somewhere.
I joined CSNY and was still working a lot with Crazy Horse... I was playing all the time. And having a great time.
Right after that album, I left the house. It was a good coda.
How did you cope with your
first real blast of superstardom after that?
The first thing I did was a
long tour of small halls. Just me and a guitar. I loved it.
It was real personal. Very much a one-on-one thing with the
crowd. It was later, after Harvest, that I hid myself away.
I tried to stay away from it all. I thought the record [Harvest]
was good, but I also knew that something else was dying. I
became very reclusive. I didn't want to come out much.
Why? Were you depressed?
Scared?
I think I was pretty happy.
In spite of everything. I had my old lady and moved to the
ranch. A lot of it was my back. I was in and out of hospitals
for the two years between After the Gold Rush and Harvest.
I have one weak side and all the muscles slipped on me. My
discs slipped. I couldn't hold my guitar up. That's why I
sat down on my whole solo tour. I couldn't move around too
well, so I laid low for a long time on the ranch and just
didn't have any contact, you know. I wore a brace. Crosby
would come up to see how I was, we'd go for a walk and it
took me forty-five minutes to get to the studio, which is
only 400 yards from the house. I could only stand up four
hours a day. I recorded most of Harvest in the brace. That's
a lot of the reason it's such a mellow album. I couldn't physically
play an electric guitar. "Are You Ready for the Country,"
"Alabama" and "Words" were all done after
I had the operation. The doctors were starting to talk about
wheelchairs and shit, so I had some discs removed. But for
the most part, I spent two years flat on my back. I had a
lot of time to think about what had happened to me.
Have you ever been in analysis?
You mean have I ever been to
a psychiatrist? No. [laughs] They're all real interested in
me though. They always ask a lot of questions when I'm around
them.
What do they ask?
Well, I had some seizures.
They used to ask me a lot of questions about how I felt, stuff
like that. I told them all the thoughts I have and the images
I see if I, you know, faint or fall down or something. That's
not real important though.
Do you still have seizures?
Yeah, I still do. I wish I
didn't. I thought I had it licked.
Is it a physical or mental...
I don't know. Epilepsy is something
nobody knows much about. It's just part of me. Part of my
head, part of what's happening in there. Sometimes something
in my brain triggers it off. Sometimes when I get really high
it's a very psychedelic experience to have a seizure. You
slip into some other world. Your body's flapping around and
you're biting your tongue and batting your head on the ground
but your mind is off somewhere else. The only scary thing
about it is not going or being there, it's realizing you're
totally comfortable in this... void. And that shocks you
back into reality. It's a very disorienting experience. It's
difficult to get a grip on yourself. The last time it happened,
it took about an hour-and-a-half of just walking around the
ranch with two of my friends to get it together.
Has it ever happened onstage?
No. Never has. I felt like
it was a couple of times and I've always left the stage. I
get too high or something. It's just pressure from around,
you know. That's why I don't like crowds too much.
What were the sessions
like for Deja vu? Was it a band effort?
The band sessions on that record
were "Helpless," "Woodstock" and "Almost
Cut My Hair." That was Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young.
All the other ones were combinations, records that were more
done by one person using the other people. "Woodstock"
was a great record at first. It was a great live record, man.
Everyone played and sang at once. Stephen sang the shit out
of it. The track was magic. Then, later on, they were in the
studio for a long time and started nitpicking. Sure enough,
Stephen erased the vocal and put another one on that wasn't
nearly as incredible. They did a lot of things over again
that I thought were more raw and vital sounding. But that's
all personal taste. I'm only saying that because it might
be interesting to some people how we put that album together.
I'm happy with every one of the things I've recorded with
them. They turned out really fine. I certainly don't hold
any grudges.
You seem a bit defensive.
Well, everybody always concentrates
on this whole thing that we fight all the time among each
other. That's a load of shit. They don't know what the fuck
they're talking about. It's all rumors. When the four of us
are together it's real intense. When you're dealing with any
four totally different people who all have ideas on how to
do one thing, it gets steamy. And we love it, man. We're having
a great time. People make up so much shit, though. I've read
so much gossip in Rolling Stone alone... Ann Landers would
blanch. It would surprise you. Somehow we've gotten on this
social-register level and it has nothing to do with what we're
trying to put out. The music press writes the weirdest shit
about us. They're just wasting their fucking time.
There was a recent item
published that CSNY had tried to record a new album but couldn't
because you "felt someplace else."
Total bullshit. That's just
somebody trying to come up with a good line and stick it in
my mouth. "Yeah, that's kind of ethereal. Sounds like
something Neil Young might say." And bingo... it's
like they were there. We had some recording sessions, you
know, and we recorded a few things. That's what happened.
We went down to the Record Plant in Sausalito, rented some
studio time and left with two things in the can.
What was that?
A song of David's and a song
of Graham's that were great. We were really into something
nice. But a lot of things were happening at the same time.
Crosby's baby was about to be born. Some of us wanted to rest
for a while. We'd been working very hard. Everybody has a
different viewpoint and it just takes us a while to get them
all together. It's a great group for that, though. I'm sure
there'll come a time when we'll do something again. We really
did accomplish some things at those sessions. And just because
the sessions only lasted three days, people started building
up bullshit stories. We all love each other, but we're into
another period where we're all hot on our own projects. Stephen's
on tour with his new album, Graham and David are recording
and I'm into my new album with Crazy Horse. Looking back,
we might have been wiser to do the album before the tour.
While we were still building the energy. But there's other
times to record. Atlantic still has CSNY. Whenever we record
together, we do it for Ahmet, which I think is right. Ahmet
Ertegun kept the Buffalo Springfield afloat for as long as
it was. He's always been great. I love him. There may be a
live album to come from the tour last summer too. I know there's
at least twenty-five minutes of my songs that are definitely
releasable. We've got some really good stuff in the can for
that tour. There was some good playing.
Why did you travel totally
separate from everyone else on that tour?
I wanted to stay totally separate
from everything, except the music. It worked well. I left
right after every gig with my kid, my dog and two friends.
I'd be refreshed and feeling great for every show.
Why did you make a movie?
It was something that I wanted
to do. The music, which has been and always will be my primary
thing, just seemed to point that way. I wanted to express
a visual picture of what I was singing about.
One critic wrote that the
movie's theme was "life is pointless."
Maybe that's what the guy got
out of it. I just made a feeling. It's hard to say what the
movie means. I think it's a good film for a first film. I
think it's a really good film. I don't think I was trying
to say that life is pointless. It does lay a lot of shit on
people though. It wasn't made for entertainment. I'll admit,
I made it for myself. Whatever it is, that's the way I felt.
I made it for me. I never even had a script.
Did the bad reviews surprise
you at all?
Of course not. The film community
doesn't want to see me in there. What do they want with Journey
through the Past? [laughs] It's got no plot. No point. No
stars. They don't want to see that. But the next time, man,
we'll get them. The next time. I've got all the equipment,
all the ideas and motivation to make another picture. I've
even been keeping my chops up as a cameraman by being on hire
under the name of Bernard Shakey. I filmed a Hyatt House commercial
not too long ago. I'm set. [laughs] I'm just waiting for the
right time.
What about a plot?
It's real simple. Maybe it's
not a plot but it's a very strong feeling. It's built around
three or four people living together. No music. I'll never
make another movie that has anything to do with me. I'll tell
you that. That was the only way I could get to do the first
movie. I wanted to be in a movie, so I did it. I sacrificed
myself as a musician to do it.
So you don't really consider
the soundtrack album an official Neil Young release?
No. There was an unfortunate
sequence of events surrounding Journey through the Past. The
record company told me that they'd finance me doing the movie
only if I gave them the soundtrack album. They took the thing
[the soundtrack] and put it right out. Then they told me that
they didn't want to release the movie because it wasn't... well, they wanted to group it with a bunch of other films.
I wanted to get it out there on its own. So they chickened
out on the movie because they thought it was weird. But they
took me for the album. That's always been a ticklish subject
with me. That's the only instance of disco-operation and confusion
that I've ever had with Warners. Somebody really missed the
boat on that one. They fucked me up for sure. It's all right
though. We found another distributor. It paid for itself.
Even though it got banned in England, you know. They thought
it was immoral. There were swearing and references to Christ
that didn't set well with them.
Why did you leave the ranch?
It just got to be too big of
a trip. There was too much going on the last couple of years.
None of it had anything to do with music. I just had too many
fucking people hanging around who don't really know me. They
were parasites whether they intended to be or not. They lived
off me, used my money to buy things, used my telephone to
make their calls. General leeching. It hurt my feelings a
lot when I reached that realization. I didn't want to believe
I was being taken advantage of. I didn't like having to be
boss and I don't like having to say 'Get the fuck-out.' That's
why I have different houses now. When people gather around
me, I just split now. I mean my ranch is more beautiful and
lasting than ever. It's strong without me. I just don't feel
like it's the only place I can be and be safe anymore. I feel
much stronger now.
Have you got a name for
the new album?
I think I'll call it My Old
Neighborhood. Either that or Ride My Llama. It's weird, I've
got all these songs about Peru, the Aztecs and the Incas.
Time travel stuff. We've got one song called "Marlon
Brando, John Ehrlichman, Pocahontas and Me." I'm playing
a lot of electric guitar and that's what I like best. Two
guitars, bass and drums. And it's really flying off the ground
too. Fucking unbelievable. I've got a bet with Elliot that
it'll be out before the end of September. After that we'll
probably go out on a fall tour of 3000 seaters. Me and Crazy
Horse again. I couldn't be happier. That, combined with the
bachelor life... I feel magnificent. Now is the first time
I can remember coming out of a relationship, definitely not
wanting to get into another one. I'm just not looking. I'm
so happy with the space I'm in right now. It's like spring.
[laughs] I'll sell you two bottles of it for $1.50.
[Rolling Stone, edição
193, 14 de agosto de 1974] |